Kids Will Be Kids (And Sometimes Adults Will Be Kids)

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When I was 16 my friend Laura’s mom passed away from complications from Lupus.

We weren’t the closest friends but we were friends.  I am sure that her mom was sick before we were 16 but that is the age that comes to mind for me. I remember her Sweet 16 being the day after mine. If I remember correctly, she had moved the date up because her mom wasn’t doing well. She passed away shortly after that.

We lost contact when we went off to college. All these years later, she and I are now Facebook friends.  She seems happily married with beautiful children.

A few weeks ago, she commented on one of my blogs that I posted on Facebook.  It was such a nice comment and I was so touched.

This got me thinking about her losing her mom when we were kids, and about my kids losing their dad now. About all kids that lose a parent. About how other kids handle things and react to them, and adults as well. And about how times are so different.

It can be hard to remember how you felt about something from when you were 16.  I am trying to remember how I felt and how I acted when Laura’s mom died.. What I remember is feeling bad for her around the time of our Sweet 16’s.  I remember thinking how hard it must be to celebrate when something like that is going on in your life. I also remember her looking happy that day and having a good time.

That’s it. I don’t remember saying anything to her when her mom died.  I don’t remember paying a shiva call. I might have and I hope I did, but I don’t remember. And if I didn’t, I actually feel bad about it now.

I texted her today to tell her that I am writing about this. She told me that her house was robbed two days after her Sweet 16 – while they were visiting her mom in the hospital! She also told me that her father passed away when she was 19. I can’t even imagine how tough that all must have been for her. But it is crazy to me that I didn’t know these things.

Kids will be kids. I was 16 and still pretty much a kid back then, but looking back now as an adult I can’t believe how clueless I was.

I can’t help thinking that I should have been nicer, done more etc.. I also wonder if her closest friends did more for her, were more supportive. Then I think about my kids when Howie died.  They were much younger, only 10 and 12, but they both had friends that were really good to them. They came to sit shiva often, brought them little presents, and were just there for them – as much as kids that age can be.  I think a large part of it was their parents being so good to me, so the kids were led by example.

I also think it was a different time back in the 80’s when Laura’s mom died. There was no social media, you didn’t always know everything that was going on with everyone. Plus our parents were different, they weren’t as involved as we are now.

As time goes on, life goes back to normal for everyone around us.

This is when my girls would sometimes get upset about things their friends did or said.  I just want to make it clear that nothing has been done purposely or in a mean way. Their friends just might not understand that their dad’s death affects my girls (or anyone else in this situation) every single day in all kinds of ways.

On Father’s Day, when 500 pictures pop up on Instagram of everyone’s dads and how much they love them, it can’t help but bother them.  Or when they talk about all the fun things they did on vacation with their dads. Or when it may be harder for one of my girls to do something because they only have one parent, and friends aren’t always understanding.

Kids will be kids and they are not always sensitive. Teenagers maybe even less so. So unless it’s something terrible, I have just explained to my girls that their friends probably don’t realize what they are doing and they do not mean any harm.

I do expect a little more from adults around my kids.

While for the most part people have been more than kind, there are those who just don’t think.  My girls have been pointed at and stared at often, especially in the beginning. This was so disturbing to them.

There was one instance when Amanda was in the office of her middle school waiting for me to pick her up. There was a couple in the office waiting for their appointment.  One of them motioned towards Amanda and said “that’s the girl whose father died” loud enough for Amanda to hear.

She came out of school crying. I wanted to kill them. I called the school to find out who they were but they said they didn’t know (I have a feeling they just didn’t want to tell me).

One of my best friend’s lost her dad when she was twelve.  I did not know her then, but there has been no one more understanding of my girls and their feelings than she is. I’m sure it is because she has been there. I hope that one day my girls will be the same way if they are ever in that situation.

As for me – I have learned to be a lot more understanding than when I was 16. 🙂





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  1. I do remember Laura’s mom passing away. She was one of my close friends at 16. I do remember attending her (and your) Sweet 16. Thinking back all these years, I can’t recall anything out of the ordinary. I don’t recall remembering anything but a great time at her party (and yours too :)) I do not recall paying a shiva call (although I hope I did too.) But you’re right, times were very very different. There was much more of a disconnect between children and their parents and parents’ friends. We parent differently today and for better or worse, there are a lot more interwoven relationships between parents, their kids, their kids’ friends and those friends’ parents. I am so happy that you and your girls have supportive adult and teen relationships. Keep blogging. It’s been really touching to follow your journey.

    • Thx Barbara – yes times are so different now – that’s what I kept thinking when I thought about Laura. Thx for reading it all! xoxo

  2. Hi Stacy! These posts have really been great. You write so genuinely and from the heart.
    My husband’s dad died when he was 12. His sisters were only 9 and 5. His mom had to plan a bar mitzvah too and take care of 3 young kids and she was a working mom, back when that was not the norm. From all I have heard she was strong for her children, although it was hard, just as you have been. I have known them now for over 20 years. The kids all turned out great and are all happily married and are loving spouses and parents. They had great childhoods and teen years (after some initial right patches) thanks to the loving support of family and very special friends.
    It sounds like you are doing everything possible to make your daughters’ lives “normal” and that you have a great support network. I am sure they will look back and remember how supportive and strong you were. You are a great role model for them, and for others going through similar situations.

  3. Hi Stacy!
    I remember very well when Laura lost her mom. I remember paying a shiva call and not knowing quite what to say. I felt so terrible for her and her dad and sisters. Little did I know, I’d soon be in her shoes.
    I lost my dad in October ’85…unexpectedly. I thought my world collapsed and I’d never recoup. I didn’t have time to…shortly after that, my mom was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer. She passed away in October ’91. I watched her go.
    So, here we are, turning 50 and I survived. As did my younger siblings. Thank G-d for friends and family to help keep us on the right path. The only advice I can give you, my friend, is to keep friends and family super close. Remain the wonderful, strong, kind woman/mom that you are. Always keep the door open. The more love, the better. You’re doing a wonderful job and they’re so lucky to have you!

    • Mona – I literally just started to cry – I had no idea. I am so sorry for what you went through. Thank you so much for reaching out and telling me – it means a lot to hear stories like that. I am glad you are doing well and I wish only the best for you. I’m glad you’re reading this :). xoxo – Stacy

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