Howie’s Birthday

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Today is March 27th. It is Howie’s birthday. He would have been 54.

This is the first March 27th since I began writing.

I often wonder what Howie would think of all this. I, of course, hope he would be proud that I am achieving some level of success with it.

But, let’s face it, I knew my husband. What he probably would have said is “Peanut, are you kidding me? If you’re going to start a new career, can you start one where you at least make some money??”.

I am sure that anyone who knew him is laughing right now because they can hear him saying this 🙂

There are many times when I need to make a decision on my own, and I think to myself, “What would Howie have done?”.

Sometimes these questions concern me personally, but most of the time they are decisions about our girls.

What would he have told Amanda about choosing a college?

How would he have helped Lily when she gets so stressed about her schoolwork?

What would he have done every morning when they fight about what time to leave for school?

Oops I forgot – he never would have heard those fights in the morning – he would have been fast asleep!

One thing I know he would be proud of – how far each of our daughters have come, and what great people they are becoming in spite of what happened to them. I know I am.

Strangely, I have felt his presence a little more in the past few weeks, possibly because his birthday was coming up. I hope this means he is happy about how we are all doing.

Today is Howie’s birthday. He is missed every day by all three of us. I wonder all the time what life would be like if he was still here. I hope he somehow knows that we try to honor him as best we can as often as we can.

 

 

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